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Under the Moon
03:40
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in the desolate night
there’s a row of red lights
driving under moon and mountain
I am so speechless about it
in a thousand years, I wonder
will anyone be able to tell,
digging through route 8
how great it was to be under the stars
you can see them though they’re far
to be in the front seat
drunk and goofy
who am I to you?
can I be who you want me to?
I'm not holding back on that one anymore
oh darling, you know me like I know Paul McCartney
we read each others books
yours, I studied with a passion
all the wiser it left me
under the moon
in the great Rhode Island dunes
I felt something stirring deep within me
all of the you’s start to blend together
it’s fine, I don’t have another avenue to focus on the truth
chop up my guts and speak to me freely
I don’t care
I know who i am now
under the moon
you and I were perfect for each other
being just to be
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2. |
Nobody's Eyes
02:09
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I’m gonna write some songs just to prove that I’m here
and I’ll have lived three lives before anyone cares
I’ve been tasting blood through two cuts in my lips
that look like vampire bites from a toothy missed kiss
I’m surprised to be dancing for nobody’s eyes
and singing for none of you guys
I need to remember that the only ears that matter are mine
I got so drunk off my ex-friend’s red lipstick
I thought I fell in love, instead i fell in a ditch
but hey now that’s done
I feel like less of a wreck
and more like someone who’s had many instances of taking the check
I’m surprised to be dancing for nobody’s eyes
and singing for none of you guys
I need to remember that the only ears that matter are mine
WAITWAITWAITWAIT
I’m surprised to be thinking of somebody’s eyes!
I’m hoping that nobody dies
so maybe it’s real, maybe this is how I’ll live my life
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3. |
Sweet Tooth
02:46
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she runs cotton candy fingers through her hair
it bugs me out but I’m too in love to care
hold her sticky hands, the lump in my throat dissipates
as I slip into this warm familiar haze
laying in bed
it’s quarter to noon
she asks me what it is I plan to do
and as I felt the answer climb out from my lungs
sweetness shed papillitis on my tongue
I suppose that I’ll settle down
a mild life in a mild town
you know me, cuz I’m staying east
bathing my soul in the air of the sea
I’ve got a sweet tooth for endless sky blue
I’ve got a sweet tooth for me and you
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4. |
Puppies
03:04
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I can’t write a song if it’s not fast
I put my trust in things i know won’t last
so even though I know all things must pass
it’s no fun being detached
we’re tired puppies wearing ourselves out
we’re so unsure our feelings give us doubt
we’re comfortable in piles on the couch
we’re tired puppies living ourselves out
I missed you Monday, miss you more today
I can’t love you at a normal rate
tomorrow, I’ll come over help you paint
watch your blue eyes look into mine and say
we’re tired puppies wearing ourselves out
we’re so unsure our feelings give us doubt
we’re comfortable in piles on the couch
just living life with no real sense of how
who knows if we'll ever figure out
we're living life with no real sense of how
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5. |
Old Teeth
02:11
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we’re all victims of osmosis
if you tell me it sucks, I'm gonna feel like shit
but if you tell me it’s a new birth
maybe the pieces will start to fit and I’ll feel some self-worth
let’s get fucked beyond repair tonight
let’s get hooked on things that aren’t alright
I can’t tell if I don’t want to be the bad guy
or if I just want everybody else to think I’m a good guy
my teeth are throbbing, pounding inside my skull
I just let happen, my thoughts begin to dull
I’ll keep my old teeth, i’ll keep what’s left of me
after seven years, they’ll be all that’s left of this body
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6. |
Westport!!!
02:03
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July 3rd at the beach
the fucking cooler keeps knocking against my feet
me and Jack are kinda pissed cause its only filled with beer that we can’t drink
because his epilepsy also were underage
but it’s sunny and the trees look really pretty
we’re making up fake names to get into a party that we really never went into
but were 16 and I can dream I guess of being a cooool boooy snaaaap baaaack
were at some rich fucks party
I’m surrounded by drunk old people
not like that’s new to me
it’s like BMENT but they’re older!
I heard he sold his company for a billion fucking dollars
and it’s not that bad, yea it’s kinda funny when his dad’s friends talk to me
but if I see one more old man shake his lumpy ass I’m gonna fucking scream
if I rid my thoughts of these sharpie marks
and mosquito bites and hammerhead sharks
will I feel alright? will these feelings talk?
will I be able to stand one on one walks
with the people I love, like the ones that I’d kiss
I just talk real quiet, I just get real nervous
and it’s almost like we just endured
the process of being ignored
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7. |
Bounce House
05:47
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the sky looks bigger than it did a month ago
and everything’s to come
its 4:44 in early march and I can finally use my feet again
after months of feeling dirty
I don’t care if the road salt stains my shoes
I feel different than I did a month ago
not better, not worse
but if I spend every minute away from the action
as a sudden reaction to a lack of passion
locking myself in won’t do me good
locking myself out doesn’t feel nearly as good as it should
18 days to fall behind
18 months to get in line
18 years to prove I’m not a fuck up or a waste of space and time
19: destroy my spine
20: I commit no crime (straight edge teach me to survive)
21: I learn to drink and drive
I don’t fit my daddy’s jeans
makes me feel pretty small
but I’ll still go bald
says he’ll find some place for me to grow
but I don’t know what i could show
to prove that there's a sum within me
great enough to make him proud
I don't know him
I can't tell him what he needs to hear to feel at ease
so if you mind, I think that I look great
in the clothes that I've been wearing for two days straight
I'm not gonna change
how do you think this works?
how do you think this works?
how could it not hurt?
I wanna move on, gotta get a move on
I wanna pack my bags and drive my way across the state
I wanna move to the city, I wanna be a freak
I wanna have new beginnings, but beginnings aren’t for me
getting sick of everything all the time
getting sick of words I couldn’t / wouldn’t write
we’re heading back to the start
now one will know who we are
it’s such a tangled web we weave
mourning spiders eggs we smashed between our teeth
we’ll never even get to see them bleed
if there’s always something wrong with you or me
when we were younger we would loiter grocery stores
we did it cause we said we were always bored
now that feeling’s kept alive on life support
I only wanna pull the fucking cord
so I’ll pick the time
and you’ll pick the place
cause there’s nothing more refreshing
than new scars on my face
your legs and your eyes are as restless as mine
but maybe we’ll find some longer roads to race
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8. |
Brokelahoma
08:20
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I made my decision with food in my gut
don’t know why I needed to upset my heart
I’ve been complacent in all my shit luck
don’t call me later
we’ll sit down and talk
come fuck me up
because I'm broke
and dependent on the people that I love to see the people that I love
and I am done
with this body and the eyes of my father
whenever he sees my broke dick dreams of being your girl
we exchanged mannerisms in the moonlight
and those hands felt so nice
but when her body pressed around mine
I felt a chill sent straight to my spine
there is no magic moment
no voice inside me to say
“daws, you can take a break
and some credit
stay in debt
quit your job"
how long can I hide behind this boyish glow?
but as your feet drag through the mud
you’ll realize subtle beauty in the November night
you’ll hear cold crickets chirp through the warm cabin’s teeth
you’ll smell seedier aspects of youth in the breeze
there is no surprise in how we both do what we choose
there is no question mark that surrounds the hole in my heart
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9. |
Moon Song
01:36
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under the moon, both bathed in blue
we talked it all in the Rhode Island dunes
but it felt serene, it felt like I knew
what exactly I was put here to prove
you sing a song, and I hum the tune
it sounds nothing like you intended it to
but under the moon, we tell the truth
she finally sinks and I think I miss you
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10. |
Blessings
03:01
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when I get home
there’s a blessing in my lap
when I open, it’s a message
kind of sad
but this lo mein’s not just that
yea I slurp up, yea i bite down
and its love
and my eyes think
“maybe crying’s not enough”
and my tongue thinks of your tongue
the cookie’s advice comes without a hint of wisdom
but I’m certain it means more than simply capitalism
I try to be a lover, though sometimes I know I’m not
so I’m crying in my bed over the food you bought!
I was stressed while in the mess hall
because I had to get back home
and your friends all seem the best
why must I just make you feel alone?
I only thought after I spoke
so I’m shaking and I’m thinking
even though all this food looks good
I won’t take a single bite back home with me inside my gut
it’ll stay put like it should!
you silently point towards the fake Chinese food station
grab a plastic plate of warm lo mein—
it might be just your forgiveness!
I try to be a lover, though right now I know I’m not
but I’m crying in this dining hall over the food you bought!
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11. |
Bitter Boy
03:11
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moving
starting up again
it could be so perfect
it could be such a picturesque mess
catching up with my old friends
“have you lost weight?
how’s your new boyfriend?”
conversation comes easy after you’ve lost touch
deliberately making a change
penning love notes instead of complaints
no watching X-Files reruns on Netflix till dawn
Jesus is alive and so am I
he is the only boy that can die twice
I may not be right but I don’t want to try
to prove me wrong
or prove me right
I am a bitter boy
yes! I am a bitter boy
I am a bitter boy
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12. |
Totally Fine
04:20
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babe?
what did you say?
I’m kind of out of it
can I lay
on your coat?
because I’m cold
and I don’t know
anyone here
at the “party”
that’s not a party
it’s just your friends
and your friend’s friend
I took a hit
only one
but I’m a baby
you fucking slay me
all of his housemates think I’m an idiot
cause I can’t sit still
when your hair falls onto your face
it’s enough to forget
I’m unwelcome in this —
shit. I left my water bottle in the car
and I need water
you know I’ll try not to say a word
but I’m forever your embarrassing high school girl
in the mirror
I made a fool of myself again
spend all night wishing we were in bed
I made a fool in front of your friends
what are the chances that I’ll see them again?
cuz I’m forever your embarrassing high school girl
I’m forever your embarrassing high school girl
yeah, I’m forever
I'm forever your girl
I made a fool of myself again
spend all night wishing we were in bed
I made a fool in front of your friends
but tell me the chances that I’ll see you again
because it’s totally fine if you kiss my cheek
if when I wake up you’re still next to me
if we both just forget eventually
but we go down in history
as the lovers who thought they had everything
it would be totally fine with me
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13. |
Coolest Geek
05:20
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take good care of yourself when you’re gone
there’s nothing wrong with doing what you love
because everyone from now on that you meet
is gonna think that you’re the coolest geek
will we let ourselves drown
the spirit of it all in new loves that we found?
as I sink my teeth into New York
you sink yours into someplace warm
my heart’s in Alaska
my brain is keeping me tethered to you
when Georgia pulls you in so close
what am I supposed to do?
I talk to you every day
but you still feel so far away
why do I need to complicate
what you’d do for me any day?
I’m sorry to say it’s a bit fucked in Texas
but I heard it’s pretty nice in North Carolina
do you seek the thrill of deep dish in Chicago?
it wasn’t love but it wasn’t far from it
it wasn’t love but it wasn’t far from it
don’t ask for advice because I still need you here
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Grass Stains Newtown, Connecticut
sometimes green, sometimes brown
ciara: drums
dev: bass, vocals
dawson: guitar, vocals
judge: guitar, vocals
booking: judgerussell23@gmail.com
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